You're that Star!
You're that star! You're that star! You're that star! Why can't you see that? I've seen you so long ago. Yet no matter what I do, you still don't see who I am and what I feel for you. I miss your smile. I miss it so much. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you...
Hm... I went to Ateneo today. I submitted my files to go to Seoul National University this year for JTA. Ok naman. I saw Therese, Caleb and Sarah. I bonded with Ate Fe. Anyway, I feel so empty. Parang... What's the point of living? I need a reason. I though I found it but... I'm beginning to think I made a mistake...
Congratulations, Nicole! Pasok ka na sa JTA! Samahan mo na kami sa Korea!
The past few days had been pseudofulfilling. I've done most of my job for HOPE except perhaps the raising of funds part. I'm done with the LPs, Teacher volunteers, Diagnostics and Integration LP. I really wish HOPE becomes a success. Passion ko talaga ang pagtuturo. I just do... Don't take that away from me.
Hm... I miss Tugon. I want to go to Area... I miss the babies. I miss the girls. I miss the Tugoners. Sila na ang naging pamilya ko sa 2nd year ko sa Ateneo. Hay... Bakit nga ba? Siguro dahil napakaopen ng people doon. Marami akong natutunan. Maraming napamahal at maraming nagmahal. (May napick-up din naman ako sa mga processing noh!)
Napaka-emo naman ng day na ito. Siguro sa init. Siguro dahil nasa bahay lang ako. I don't know. I like the fact that I am able to meditate. Pero... Sana may magawa ako. I feel so helpless.
Kanina... Sinabihan ako ni mama na mag-apply for scholarship sa Japan. Hm... Pinapalayas talaga ako sa amin. Next year pa nga ako aalis for Japan, pero... I'll get delayed. Hay... It's ok with me, baka yayain ko si Cookie dahil wish niya talaga mag-aral doon.
Hm... I went to Ateneo today. I submitted my files to go to Seoul National University this year for JTA. Ok naman. I saw Therese, Caleb and Sarah. I bonded with Ate Fe. Anyway, I feel so empty. Parang... What's the point of living? I need a reason. I though I found it but... I'm beginning to think I made a mistake...
Congratulations, Nicole! Pasok ka na sa JTA! Samahan mo na kami sa Korea!
The past few days had been pseudofulfilling. I've done most of my job for HOPE except perhaps the raising of funds part. I'm done with the LPs, Teacher volunteers, Diagnostics and Integration LP. I really wish HOPE becomes a success. Passion ko talaga ang pagtuturo. I just do... Don't take that away from me.
Hm... I miss Tugon. I want to go to Area... I miss the babies. I miss the girls. I miss the Tugoners. Sila na ang naging pamilya ko sa 2nd year ko sa Ateneo. Hay... Bakit nga ba? Siguro dahil napakaopen ng people doon. Marami akong natutunan. Maraming napamahal at maraming nagmahal. (May napick-up din naman ako sa mga processing noh!)
Napaka-emo naman ng day na ito. Siguro sa init. Siguro dahil nasa bahay lang ako. I don't know. I like the fact that I am able to meditate. Pero... Sana may magawa ako. I feel so helpless.
Kanina... Sinabihan ako ni mama na mag-apply for scholarship sa Japan. Hm... Pinapalayas talaga ako sa amin. Next year pa nga ako aalis for Japan, pero... I'll get delayed. Hay... It's ok with me, baka yayain ko si Cookie dahil wish niya talaga mag-aral doon.