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[jiggy03]

Yesterday was so good. I wanted to post, but LJ was being funny as it sometimes does. But it was really cute. Bryan called me and we went to Commonwealth park and walked around the lake and were just being cute and all domestic like. It was just really sweet. We talked about things and just generally were being complete sucker faces. I thought it was ultra cute, when I got to his car, he gave me a lil stuffed cow. "I heard you liked cows, and I wanted to make up for how the asking of Prom went." I about died. It was nice because it was the first time he had done something unprovoked. It meant a lot to me. Things are going a lot better now. He kept asking me if he could take pictures of me, which I normally shot down, due to my own insecurties, but yesterday I finally said yes. I really felt that I was saying 'no' alot before, when I really should have been saying yes. One of the things that I have been working on this time around. So of course, he asks if he can take one of me while I have the TP shoved up my nose and I said yes. So of course, there is now going to be this way awful picture of me floating around. Hopefully he enjoys it. I think that it was a cute way to capture the moment. After I got all cleaned up we sat at a picknic table and just talked about stuff. I learned about his family, he learned about mine. We were talking. One of the most important things that I had issues with. Things are working out so much better now.
Today I went and visited him in the photo lab and watched him do his devloping. There is something in the way that he looks at me now, that just drives me bonkers. I couldn't help but think how cute he looked today. I hung out with him, watching him mix all the kinds of developers and we just talked about our days.
I honestly can't express how happy I am with how things are now.