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[jigglyjellojill]

am anxious. anxious. anxious.
i didnt start any of the medicine.

i secretly want to quit school and go waitress in portland.

i jusst feel blah blah blah fucking blah.

i cant even think of anything to write because my brain is working faster than my fingers. i'm like a caged bird right now. and youre making it harder for me to breathe to think to laugh to smile to cry to fucking live. you are just enveloping me in all of your insane thoughts its making me homicidal. i could kill you. you just dont get how you are dragging me by my feet as i am scrapping my nails against the floor trying to get away. i just cant even explain how insane and pathetic you have come across. it's driving me mad having to deal with you constantly. text after text after text after text after text after text after text after text after text aftr txt aftrtxtdjshfweikjfhsjkfhwkjhkw/

i just want to pop my brain out of my head put it in a jar and live my fucking life.

maybe ill start believing in jesus again.

i need a scootie buddy just to make everything more complicated, at least id be in a good fucking mood.

and on that note, i need a guy best friend who ISNT interested in fucking me.

god daaaaaaaamn, get your blurred lines set straight. i am not naive or gullible i know what the fuck your game is.

now leave me to mine.