Dec 18, 2008 12:09
Hey y'all so I am just in for an update...I feel more accountable when I track my diet elsewhere BUT here I can write how I am feeling and whats been going on. So I have been going to the gym and cutting calories but havent lost any weight still at 150 lbs...its really ticking me off. SO I am gunna try and cut sugar and chemically processed foods and try eating whole foods only...that should be hard since I am the easy meal, pop in microwave, queen...living at home makes it hard cause my mom makes dinner, my parents take me out to eat, its not like living at home alone...Bugger this sucks! Anyhoo I do have more free time to go to the gym living with the parents, dont need to make time to clean the house! haha so there is a plus there...this is just really difficult for me and even though I moved to save money I havent yet cause my place isnt even rented so that 4 mortgages Ive had to pay living at home...yea I am not making any progress here. SHIT! So yea need to get my place rented like stat, its really sucking the life out of me. I have NO money left a week, like this week I have 18 dollars after I am paid, the next week like 5 and the 3 weeks after 40 dollars a week left...yea Im saving loads and have credit card debit awesome! :( So this is just a rant I am so sorry to rant away!