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last night was soooo hard. i ended up stopping by davids and the atmosphere was totally depressing because everyone knew they were going to have to say bye to margaret. finally it was just me, marge, alli, kristin, and christy and we were all crying and i'm like, okay i have to go. the second i got in my car i'm just like, i can't drive away. i literally couldn't go... i felt like i was leaving for good. finally they all came outside and we just sat/stood around my car and talked. watching everyone get in their cars and drive off was so depressing though.
anyways, about leaving. i don't know how i'm gonna do it. i can't live by myself in arizona. more importantly, i can't live without ashley... as lame as that sounds, we're freaking romy and michelle. being away from her for almost 4 months will be bad enough, if she goes to iu, i dont know what i'll do. yeah, i guess i'll make friends in AZ, but come on.
anyways, about leaving. i don't know how i'm gonna do it. i can't live by myself in arizona. more importantly, i can't live without ashley... as lame as that sounds, we're freaking romy and michelle. being away from her for almost 4 months will be bad enough, if she goes to iu, i dont know what i'll do. yeah, i guess i'll make friends in AZ, but come on.