sunday depressing sunday
No matter what I do, there's nothing I can do to stop it. Sundays are depressing. Even if I'm having an awesome day, which is rare, it's still dreary just becuase i still feel all "sunday" like all day long.
I had my hopes too high for this weekend but i still had a lot of fun. The acoustic show on Friday was very chill and I actually thought it sounded good which is rare :) Saturday with family and then dinner with Phil's family and my family, which was definately a really good thing. I think each person from each family needed it. It was just a healthy experience. That night me, Phil, Tom, Romo, Lisa for a little bit, Lizzy, and eventually JT all hung out, watched my high school movie which is just a bunch of fun memories if nothing else, and eventually found ourselves driving to Dunkin Donuts at midnight wearing the oddest things we could find in Phils closet which included: cowboy hat, ski goggles, blonde wig, pink scarf, etc. Ended up finding myself being the only one still up at 5am thinking about life way too much and getting depressed. Lizzy made us food the next day which was very sweet. I love her very much, as well as everyone else that I spent the weekend with.
Practice was better then it has been, our new drummer is a fucking awesome guy and we can finally play all our old songs tightly as well as finally developing songs that have been in the making for a while now. This is good seeing as how this has been a source of depression lately.
Finally back to school. I definatly dont like leaving school all weekend. good thing it doesnt need to happen much.
This was quite the long entry. kinda random for me i supose but there was much more i could have expanded on that whole Sat. night at 5am thing which wouldntve been good for anyone lol. freinds and family are good for you. havent felt "in love" with any girls for a loooooooooong time. isnt college supposed to be taking care of this!?!?!? im done. thanx :OP
I had my hopes too high for this weekend but i still had a lot of fun. The acoustic show on Friday was very chill and I actually thought it sounded good which is rare :) Saturday with family and then dinner with Phil's family and my family, which was definately a really good thing. I think each person from each family needed it. It was just a healthy experience. That night me, Phil, Tom, Romo, Lisa for a little bit, Lizzy, and eventually JT all hung out, watched my high school movie which is just a bunch of fun memories if nothing else, and eventually found ourselves driving to Dunkin Donuts at midnight wearing the oddest things we could find in Phils closet which included: cowboy hat, ski goggles, blonde wig, pink scarf, etc. Ended up finding myself being the only one still up at 5am thinking about life way too much and getting depressed. Lizzy made us food the next day which was very sweet. I love her very much, as well as everyone else that I spent the weekend with.
Practice was better then it has been, our new drummer is a fucking awesome guy and we can finally play all our old songs tightly as well as finally developing songs that have been in the making for a while now. This is good seeing as how this has been a source of depression lately.
Finally back to school. I definatly dont like leaving school all weekend. good thing it doesnt need to happen much.
This was quite the long entry. kinda random for me i supose but there was much more i could have expanded on that whole Sat. night at 5am thing which wouldntve been good for anyone lol. freinds and family are good for you. havent felt "in love" with any girls for a loooooooooong time. isnt college supposed to be taking care of this!?!?!? im done. thanx :OP