RIDICULOUS!

Feb 22, 2006 22:48

this is stupid.
tell me what you think.....

bassguy115: hey
Raineypoo2: hi
Auto response from bassguy115: Bite the bullet and feel the hot steel cut threw your skin like butter, as the blood pours out the battle begins....
bassguy115 returned at 9:17:06 PM.
bassguy115: do you feel the same way
Raineypoo2: what?
bassguy115: did you even read what i wrote you earlier
Raineypoo2: yeah
bassguy115: i rode to your house and you had left i told you i was gonna do it i just needed to get that done first
Raineypoo2: but i told you nevermind.
Raineypoo2: so you didnt have to come to my house
Raineypoo2: i said nevermind on the phone.
bassguy115: ok i still wanted to see you
bassguy115 : ok well i wrote you and called like 20 times saying i would
Raineypoo2: so i just got home.
bassguy115: instead you just left me all togehter
bassguy115 : i asked you if you had found someone
Raineypoo2: what?
bassguy115: and you never respond
Raineypoo2: dude chill out. yeah i told you i was gonna find someone. i wasnt here to respond!
Raineypoo2: are you kidding me?
bassguy115: if i new you needed me to do that i would of
bassguy115 : yea you were
Raineypoo2: no i asked you and you made a big deal about it and i said FORGET IT. so i got someone.
bassguy115: you didnt leave till after i told you i was on my way and i todl you i would like soon as we got off the phone and your mom never told you to call me back i guess
bassguy115 : well i still wanted to see you
bassguy115 : wtf is your problem you got all pissed at me
Raineypoo2: i dont care what you said. i said forget it and i'll find someone else i didnt want you to anymore after you made a huge deal out of it.
bassguy115: i didnt you did
Raineypoo2: because you were all like come to my house blah blah
bassguy115: you wouldnt tell me how long it was gonna be so it pissed me off
Raineypoo2: and im like no thats dumb just come over here so we can go there and do that.
Raineypoo2: you didnt ask how long it was gonna take.
bassguy115: i needed to get my headset replace and you wanted to act like a jerk
bassguy115 : the fuck i didnt
Raineypoo2: you never said how long is it gonna take.
bassguy115: you told me idk
Raineypoo2: i wasnt acting like a jerk
Raineypoo2: and no i didnt!
bassguy115 : like you always do
bassguy115 : and here its 9 and you just got back why couldnt you just fuckin wait
Raineypoo2: you're a little bitch. if you think im acting like a jerk, its because you're insecure and cant handle much of anything. cause you start to act like a little girl. because i didnt want to be around you. you made me mad with that whole i dont want to drive there. i figured you were going to come over here anyway and hang out with me so what was the big deal about you driving to my house. so i said fuck it.
bassguy115 : the fact you didnt tell me all day and just told me when i got home i figured you could come wiht me to look at a couple cars
Raineypoo2: i just remembered
Raineypoo2: what.
bassguy115: you always say fuck i t why dont you start caring, thats the thing that make me so upset
Raineypoo2: no. i needed help with something. if you didnt want to help then say it. its not a big deal. i figured i would ask you because you always get so mad that we dont hang out. but then you got all stupid about it...so i said nevermind.
Raineypoo2: because im not like that. its not a big deal. get over it. why be upset about something so little.
bassguy115: and i said i would because i wasnt thinking and i mad a wrong decision
Raineypoo2: i try not to get mad about stuff.
Raineypoo2: and i said nevermind! to forget it. so that was the end of me asking you for a favor.
Raineypoo2: thats all.
Raineypoo2: the end of story
bassguy115: because yo udont care y? do you not have emotions wrapped up in this
Raineypoo2: what?
Raineypoo2: its not a big deal!!! its not worth fighting about
bassguy115: maybe becasue the one person you probably aske was norris
Raineypoo2: what?
Raineypoo2: omg ok whatever. i called him but he didnt answer. so i called another friend. big deal.
bassguy115: so i fuckin came all the way down to your house in a hurry and for what you didnt even wait i told you i would do it
Raineypoo2: NO!
Raineypoo2: NO NO NO NO NO
Raineypoo2: i dont care what you said you would do or not do whatever
Raineypoo2: you first said no. and i said fine forget it!
Raineypoo2: i got someone else.
bassguy115: well i said i fuckin would you should of said ok
Raineypoo2: i didnt tell you to drive to my house
Raineypoo2: so you cant be mad at me.
Raineypoo2: no
bassguy115: yeah beacsue i dindt know if my mom really wanted to go or not
Raineypoo2: i dont care what you said.
Raineypoo2: i decided i didnt want you to go with me
Raineypoo2: end of arguement
Raineypoo2: i cant believe you're saying...because you said you would that i should've waited
Raineypoo2: i changed my mind
Raineypoo2: and i even told you. so its not my fault you got upset
bassguy115: well i said i would like right after we hung up and i tried to call bacak and you just ignored my calls, really mature
Raineypoo2: DIDNT MY MOM ANSWER THE PHONE!
Raineypoo2: OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS. now you're trying to call ME immature!
Raineypoo2: ok whatever.
Raineypoo2: how did you say you would. did you im me?
Raineypoo2: and say ok i will...well i wasnt looking at the computer. and anyway i said i didnt want you to so it didnt matter if you said you would or not. do you not get that?
bassguy115 : raine idk what the fuck has been up your ass but your not workin with anything its always your way or no way. thats not how things roll
Raineypoo2: what!
Raineypoo2: are you kidding.
Raineypoo2: whatever. it is not always my way
bassguy115: dude i gave up looking for a new vehicle which i need desperaitly to come see you for what time we would be spending
bassguy115 : dont you get that
Raineypoo2: you're just to insecure to have a way...i dont know what to tell you. i have been acting different but thats because im reacting to you.
Raineypoo2: DONT YOU GET THAT I DIDNT WANT YOU TO COME OVER!!!
Raineypoo2: i said NEVERMIND!
Raineypoo2: so thats not my fault.
bassguy115 : why the fuck are you soo mooody
Raineypoo2: im not!
bassguy115 : anything i do to irritate you a little you like no nevermind
Raineypoo2: what?
bassguy115 : i irriated you so you didnt want me to come over anymore
Raineypoo2: cause youre always asking me if i like you and not believe me and trusting me and i needed space. and you're over there getting mad at me. i cant tell you how frustrating and annoying that is.
Raineypoo2: im like im tired, i just want to go to bed and relax and you just dont understand that
bassguy115: im dont care about the trust thing right now im telling you you being a jerk about things becasue your mad that im insecure
bassguy115 : maybe if i fucked spoke to you before hand i would get pissed
bassguy115 : i dont like things thrown on me you understand
bassguy115 : it also would be a little easier if you had a phone
bassguy115 : i think that your personality is very dominering at times and i def butt heads with you it doesnt work to well with me like that.
Raineypoo2: ok
bassguy115 : rain what has been going on in your head, you just say im a bitch boy and you dont like it. why not just break up then?
Raineypoo2: dude im tired of fighting.
bassguy115: thats what im saying
bassguy115 : why do you always have to be like well fuck it and im stayin with it
bassguy115 : why couldnt you just let me go with you and let things cool down
Raineypoo2: im tired of you being insecure. and whinning and worring about what im doing.
bassguy115: i dont get that with you
Raineypoo2: because its not worth the fight
bassguy115: cause i dont talk to you, dont you understand it
bassguy115 : why
bassguy115 : id fight for you
bassguy115 : wouldnt you fight for me
bassguy115 : if your not on the same page then this needs to be over
Raineypoo2: dude its not worth fighting about.
bassguy115: well nice knowing the better side of you
Raineypoo2: omg.
Raineypoo2: whatever. its not that serious!
bassguy115: if im not worth the time fuck you then
Raineypoo2: why fight about it.
bassguy115: im serious rain
Raineypoo2: see you're getting things mixed up
bassguy115: im tired of typingn you too damn hard headed to see
bassguy115 : im not mixing anything
Raineypoo2: but thats what you do. because you get sensative and think everybody's tryin to get you
bassguy115: if thats what i feel thats waht i feel it doesnt feel right
bassguy115 : then its not ment to be
Raineypoo2: im not hard headed, why would you say that
bassguy115: becasue ive been fucked over soo many times i have to be carefull
Raineypoo2: im not fighting about you being insecure. im fighting about you being mad.
Raineypoo2: and getting upset.
Raineypoo2: whatever, be careful then. i guess its done.
bassguy115: im upset because of your actions you dont get that raine
Raineypoo2: what actions???
bassguy115: that you got so mad for no reason and didnt want to see me after that, when clearly my intentions that i did i just didnt think that you would wait for me so i said no. i had to get gas and go to the t-mobile store first
Raineypoo2: it doesnt matter.
Raineypoo2: its not worth fighting about
bassguy115: ok
bassguy115: well this was a crappy day
Raineypoo2: i dont know what to say.
Raineypoo2: you just dont understand
bassguy115: i dont undestand that you say waht goes that its not two sided
bassguy115 : cause what i pulled to much and now you dont want to give
bassguy115 : i dont get it
Raineypoo2: umm....and i dont undersatand you
bassguy115: why becasue you cant see that i have been hurt and still are scared of being hurt
bassguy115 : baby like it doesnt seem like you are so devoted to me and dont want to leave me.
bassguy115 : in my eyes you need to talk to me and communicate to me and really talk to me ill listen so then i really know how you feel
Raineypoo2: i cant handle that. i know what i want and you dont. you're not sure. and i am. so thats all there is.
Raineypoo2: i cant make you thing something you dont. if thats how you feel then thats how you feel.
bassguy115: you cant handle a sensitive guy is what your saying your not used to it
Raineypoo2: you're too sensitive
bassguy115: why are we feeling so differently
Raineypoo2: i dont know
bassguy115: because its not like were in a fight and your gonna call me tom and im gonna apoligize or you are becasue you dont call and cant because you dont have a phone
bassguy115 : im like im wanting to trust you so bad and want to let myself go to you but i dont really know 100% that you will take care of me
Raineypoo2: so you cant handle that i dont have a phone and that its ok with me if we dont see eachother everynight. and it doesnt bother me that i dont get to hang out with you all the time.
Raineypoo2: well then if thats how you feel. then maybe its not meant to be. maybe we're not the right ones for eachother. i dont know.
bassguy115: well you gotta think i talked to you more i heard your voice, now its just this fuckin computer and i dont get affection.
bassguy115 : im a mama's boy i guess
Raineypoo2: well im not one to put up with that. i think its stupid. thats my opinion. someone else might like that. but i dont.
Raineypoo2: it doesnt do anything for me
Raineypoo2: sometimes im just not gonna feel like being affectionate.
Raineypoo2: and you cant get that it doesnt mean i like you less. so its an issue
Raineypoo2: ok then
bassguy115: ttyl i gotta get off her for a min
Raineypoo2: ok

i really need some advice
or you're thoughts on this whole thing
please help
<3
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