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Today I got a valentines day card in the mail from my grandparents.
It was so cute. I broke down. I guess it was just nice to know that someone in my family actually thought of me.
It's kind of a stupid thing to cry about really, but whatever, it's a good feeling when someone thinks of you just out of the blue like that.
I think I messed up my back, it really hurts, and I've had people walk on it and that made it feel good for like two seconds. And then it started hurting again. I can't like breathe because it hurts so bad. I guess I have to see a chyropractor or something soon. I'll wait it out for a few days though, see if it gets any better.
I went to the dentist today too. I hate the dentist. First of all, I hate floride, and also, I hate the toothpaste they use. It's gross and I just hate going there.
I have a cold and it doesn't feel so good. I stayed home yesterday but ended up taking care of my sister, because she hurt her foot and thinks its cool to play everything up like she's seriously injured. It makes me sick. I had to do everything for her yesterday. So much for a day of rest.
I went to group today to talk about my family problems. I was only there for about a half an hour, because I didn't want to miss math. To be honest, I felt really out of place there actually. It was hard for me to open up and just spill my guts. I started crying almost instantly, which made me feel really embarassed, because I hate crying in front of people, especially people who I don't really know. Ugh, I don't know. I'll stick with it for a while, but I don't know if it's going to help or not.
Oh, and one good thing that happened, is that I got nominated for P.P.I, which makes me really happy. I really hope I get accepted into it, I think I'd be good at it, and plus it looks extra good to colleges, especially because I want to be a phycologist. It would be like getting in a practice round or something to be a phycologist. Maybe? I don't know. I just really hope it works out, and I'm really proud of the fact that I got nominated for something like that.
Okay, well I hope all is well with everyone ♥