Jess

[jicawastaken]

So I'm all stressed out right now. Jess is talking about leaving the mission and going back to Canada. Then he'll get his work visa move to Utah and come see me on his days off, until my contract here is up and then we'll decide what to do. I love him I really do, but I don't want him to leave the mission early. That is part of who he is. To make matters worse I'm seeing someone locally too. I really just want to drive up the Mesa and think about some things. I can't get a hold of Daniel and Johnny cause I want them to go with me. Actually I just want Daniel to go, but Johnny would have to come. I know more about Mormons right now than most Mormons do. Hell half the missionaries in Junction think I'm a stripper. I just couldn't believe that they beleived me when I told them that.
Anyway venting over. I'm going to stop by the bike store then Daniels house. Then if worse comes to worse I'll make the hour drive by myself.

Jica