Showing signs of improvement
So, things are looking up. Not that anything in particular is different now than it was a few days ago, but my overall mood is improved. My eyes are leaking at the least provocation, but at least I'm not so torn up inside that I intentionally sublimate it to anger because that hurts just a bit less. My urges to find things to break have dissipated, and I didn't even have to go after a great cedar with a bat!
Fandom is brightening my days, though my physical reactions to emotion are a little more obvious than usual (see the aforementioned eye-leakage). Leverage continues to be delightful, Kings is the new black, and Princess Princess brought 90 minutes of hysterical laughter to my living room today. And that's not to mention at all the fannish friends who have given kind words and support both off- and on-line.
KCon elections went smoothly, though a bit long. Well, *shrug* the entire meeting was less than two hours, so it could have been worse. Since I got the unenviable job of running that show, I am not displeased.
Wow, that was a long string of defining an event in the negative. *eyebrow*
The kids are at their dad's for spring break, and it just now occurs to me to wonder if their departure was contributory to my difficulty of recovery.
Slowly but surely I'm adjusting to mood of the home deco from three-people-one-missing to two-people. It's surprising how much of a relief it is to not have reminders everywhere I look. Is this how people feel when they pack up the belongings of a recently-deceased? I've done a bunch of loads of laundry, and hopefully I'll get a bunch of coat hangers back when stuff is sorted for Goodwill.
I've been reading a lot of fic the last few hours, and it's good to catch up. It's also good for relieving the net-jonesing-DTs. Yay!
Fandom is brightening my days, though my physical reactions to emotion are a little more obvious than usual (see the aforementioned eye-leakage). Leverage continues to be delightful, Kings is the new black, and Princess Princess brought 90 minutes of hysterical laughter to my living room today. And that's not to mention at all the fannish friends who have given kind words and support both off- and on-line.
KCon elections went smoothly, though a bit long. Well, *shrug* the entire meeting was less than two hours, so it could have been worse. Since I got the unenviable job of running that show, I am not displeased.
Wow, that was a long string of defining an event in the negative. *eyebrow*
The kids are at their dad's for spring break, and it just now occurs to me to wonder if their departure was contributory to my difficulty of recovery.
Slowly but surely I'm adjusting to mood of the home deco from three-people-one-missing to two-people. It's surprising how much of a relief it is to not have reminders everywhere I look. Is this how people feel when they pack up the belongings of a recently-deceased? I've done a bunch of loads of laundry, and hopefully I'll get a bunch of coat hangers back when stuff is sorted for Goodwill.
I've been reading a lot of fic the last few hours, and it's good to catch up. It's also good for relieving the net-jonesing-DTs. Yay!