how to deal....why does everyone get to be happy?
sometimes life is so hard isnt it?....it has to be to make up for all the hard stuff that throws you away
you have to learn to walk...
you have to learn to talk...
you have to wear that totally ridclous hat that your gmom bought you
you have no say in the matter
and even though you are alittle older you get to chose your hats
but you can't choose what they put in the school meatballs
or ...when to fall in love
things happen and you just have to deal with it
hm, i duno?.
it just sucks how everyone gets what they want all the time and they get to hang out with their boyfriends all the time and i always have to hear oh we did this and he bought me that i duno i just feel like im messin out on something i know im only 17 but hey you need to have that relationship start some wheres what happens if you wantd to be with this person soo much but you just werent ready well thats what you say and that week or even the next day something happens to that person?? what are you goin to do then?...it sucks how you give your whole heart to someone and you devote every little thing for that one person and they just dont get it.
they are soo afraid of life and it makes me soo upset bc you know that they love you but for some reason they dont want to??... can ne one answer that?? I am soo nice to everyone i dont start shit i dont treat ppl like shit. and guess what
i dont get shit in return.
why are you so scared about growin up??
one day something will happen to me and
I WONT BE HERE.
how would that make you feel?!
well neways now that im done my little depression story like any one gives a fuck.
worked and worked some more but hey my check was $255 =]
today went to school til 9:30 took math final ugh.
then Lyndz,Mari,Rena and I went to ihop then took the trian to philly we walked all around center city and took a little horse with that sit ride haha and then went to the gallery i bought an outfit at old navy....
well bye. i think i need a nap.
you have to learn to walk...
you have to learn to talk...
you have to wear that totally ridclous hat that your gmom bought you
you have no say in the matter
and even though you are alittle older you get to chose your hats
but you can't choose what they put in the school meatballs
or ...when to fall in love
things happen and you just have to deal with it
hm, i duno?.
it just sucks how everyone gets what they want all the time and they get to hang out with their boyfriends all the time and i always have to hear oh we did this and he bought me that i duno i just feel like im messin out on something i know im only 17 but hey you need to have that relationship start some wheres what happens if you wantd to be with this person soo much but you just werent ready well thats what you say and that week or even the next day something happens to that person?? what are you goin to do then?...it sucks how you give your whole heart to someone and you devote every little thing for that one person and they just dont get it.
they are soo afraid of life and it makes me soo upset bc you know that they love you but for some reason they dont want to??... can ne one answer that?? I am soo nice to everyone i dont start shit i dont treat ppl like shit. and guess what
i dont get shit in return.
why are you so scared about growin up??
one day something will happen to me and
I WONT BE HERE.
how would that make you feel?!
well neways now that im done my little depression story like any one gives a fuck.
worked and worked some more but hey my check was $255 =]
today went to school til 9:30 took math final ugh.
then Lyndz,Mari,Rena and I went to ihop then took the trian to philly we walked all around center city and took a little horse with that sit ride haha and then went to the gallery i bought an outfit at old navy....
well bye. i think i need a nap.