bleh
it seems that the only times i ever post in this thing anymore is when everything goes wrong.
thats sort of true. Not EVERYTHING is going wrong, but it certainly isnt right.
School is alright. its classes.
Work is meh. Work sucks anyway no matter what you do.
everything else is the problem. Again i find that i put myself in these situations that, even if i have already gone through it, i put myself there in the faint hope that things will work.
Nope.
I put myself in situations that i know i will emotionally get beat up. And the times when i dont do anything, i beat myself up with all the "what if"s. its not fun. I figure that i need to move out of my house. and after school, i need to move far away. new start. because... if you know me, if I am your friend, its already over. im sick of that.
thats sort of true. Not EVERYTHING is going wrong, but it certainly isnt right.
School is alright. its classes.
Work is meh. Work sucks anyway no matter what you do.
everything else is the problem. Again i find that i put myself in these situations that, even if i have already gone through it, i put myself there in the faint hope that things will work.
Nope.
I put myself in situations that i know i will emotionally get beat up. And the times when i dont do anything, i beat myself up with all the "what if"s. its not fun. I figure that i need to move out of my house. and after school, i need to move far away. new start. because... if you know me, if I am your friend, its already over. im sick of that.