"I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner, 'cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do"
So. Ditching out on (very tentative) plans with a pleasant, funny, somewhat attractive guy you're pretty sure wants to date you in favor of hanging out with your sort-of ex. Fucked up, yes/no?
Because, uh, that's what I did last night.
I feel kind of bad, and it's possible that since I clearly still have feelings for the ex-Boy it would be better to spend some time reminding myself of the existence of other guys . . . but good qualities aside, I am pretty sure I don't want to date this guy, or at least that now is not a good time, and that makes his interest a little awkward.
Besides which, hanging out with the ex-Boy like last night is nice. It still makes me a little sad at times (sleeping over there and going to bed alone is weird) and it's more trying putting up with some of his more obnoxious qualities these days (so much easier when you can shut someone up with a kiss, seriously) but it's getting easier. There was a sale going on at Four Star Video, so, went to that and found both some awesome and some awful films, then sat around eating cookie dough and watching them. Red Dawn is a terrible movie. Smokin' Aces, on the other hand, is a brilliant movie. The ending is possibly the greatest I have ever seen. There is an MTV Rock Opera Wuthering Heights. Hell. Yes. We couldn't stand to watch it sober, so we left it for another time. But it is going to be amazing. AMAZING.
January was apparently the month of me seeing movies Hangatu told me I need to see (Smokin' Aces and American History X, among others) which is probably a sign I should call her. I haven't seen her since pretty much this time last year, even though I ran into a friend of hers we'd hung out with a few times back in October and thought of getting back in touch.
Tonight Ayesha is gathering people to say goodbye, so I definitely want to see her, but Frank is also having a party, and I always want to hang out with that lot. It is a dilemma. D: Also there's some comedy thing I could go to, but it just doesn't hold up in the face of the other possibilities. Maybe go hang out with Ayesha early in the night and then head over to Frank's, which is closer to home, later? We will see.
I do so love only having one class on Fridays. If only it weren't at 8:50! I was up too late last night, so there will have to be napping before I go out.
If anyone is in need of a good timewaster, they must go to parapluesch.de for ridiculous cuteness. Just be careful with the electroshock therapy. >.>
Also, I got a random call from Lis today, and that makes me smile.
Because, uh, that's what I did last night.
I feel kind of bad, and it's possible that since I clearly still have feelings for the ex-Boy it would be better to spend some time reminding myself of the existence of other guys . . . but good qualities aside, I am pretty sure I don't want to date this guy, or at least that now is not a good time, and that makes his interest a little awkward.
Besides which, hanging out with the ex-Boy like last night is nice. It still makes me a little sad at times (sleeping over there and going to bed alone is weird) and it's more trying putting up with some of his more obnoxious qualities these days (so much easier when you can shut someone up with a kiss, seriously) but it's getting easier. There was a sale going on at Four Star Video, so, went to that and found both some awesome and some awful films, then sat around eating cookie dough and watching them. Red Dawn is a terrible movie. Smokin' Aces, on the other hand, is a brilliant movie. The ending is possibly the greatest I have ever seen. There is an MTV Rock Opera Wuthering Heights. Hell. Yes. We couldn't stand to watch it sober, so we left it for another time. But it is going to be amazing. AMAZING.
January was apparently the month of me seeing movies Hangatu told me I need to see (Smokin' Aces and American History X, among others) which is probably a sign I should call her. I haven't seen her since pretty much this time last year, even though I ran into a friend of hers we'd hung out with a few times back in October and thought of getting back in touch.
Tonight Ayesha is gathering people to say goodbye, so I definitely want to see her, but Frank is also having a party, and I always want to hang out with that lot. It is a dilemma. D: Also there's some comedy thing I could go to, but it just doesn't hold up in the face of the other possibilities. Maybe go hang out with Ayesha early in the night and then head over to Frank's, which is closer to home, later? We will see.
I do so love only having one class on Fridays. If only it weren't at 8:50! I was up too late last night, so there will have to be napping before I go out.
If anyone is in need of a good timewaster, they must go to parapluesch.de for ridiculous cuteness. Just be careful with the electroshock therapy. >.>
Also, I got a random call from Lis today, and that makes me smile.