Apr 01, 2013 11:47
Just a few months ago, I have decided to throw in the towel but my gf and your friend spur me on.
I took the courage, open up my heart, and learn to take things altogether slowly once again.
All I can bet on, is that time will tell it all.
But yet again, I'm wrong.
The impact wasn't comparable to the lowest point I have been through of my entire life, its worst.
What I get today are frightening yells that left me to shiver. I don't know what have I done to get all these.
I rather fell, flat. Even if I maybe dirty, hurt or injured, I knew you wouldn't be there.
Even if I cried out my lungs or dug out my eyes, no one is gonna care, or maybe the person who really cares hasn't appear.
A pretty and smiling face, gone. What's left now, a real scar.
I have to fight through this, I know I have to. But I need all the strength. Gimme some time, I do hope I can.