Another day
Just another ordinary Wednesday... Didn't do much, I feel a little out of it. I think I'm on the downward path of my mood cycle right now. You know, the one that makes me think everyone in the world hates me. I have an interview tomorrow morning, I don't think that's going to be good if I hate myself. I don't think these mood swings are good for my mental health being. :(
Anyway, thinking of good things in my life... Well, I'm spending the week housesitting for my boss, and it's going ok I guess, except... THERE'S NO COMPUTER I CAN USE!!! I've been going to sleep at 11 PM cuz of that. I mean, I can't even do my homework without a computer. ITOM - need Excel. Papers - need Word. Accounting - well, I did all I could. Research - need Internet! OMG what would I do if I actually do join Peacecorps???? No AIM, no ICQ, no MP3 downloading, no web designing, no EMAIL!!!! Hmm... Maybe it's not such a good idea after all.
I really need to finish these papers. Argh, I hate writing papers! 3.5 more to go. That's 47 pages. 3 wks. I need to average 15 pages per week. At the rate I'm going... Well, since my current rate of production is actually 0, I guess I'll never finish. I hate school.
I love my parents. And my sister (sometimes). I just felt like I need to say that. I don't say it enough, actually I don't say it at all to them (come on, you Asian people out there, how many of you guys actually say "I love you" to your parents and vice versa??). But I'm so lucky to have my parents. They love me so much and it's really amazing why it took me 18 years to really understand that.
I love my friends too. I'd make a list but I'd forget someone really important. So in general, man, you guys are awesome for actually putting up with my mood swings, random craziness, continuous complaints, etc. Especially those of you who know almost EVERYTHING about me. Yeah, none of that should get out or you are in deep trouble!! j/p.
Ok, this is a long rant. I'd write something in Chinese but I'm at school and it's such a hassle. So ta-ta for now! Argh... Back to computer simulation problems...
Oh yeah... go look at my website and sign my guestbook!!!!
Anyway, thinking of good things in my life... Well, I'm spending the week housesitting for my boss, and it's going ok I guess, except... THERE'S NO COMPUTER I CAN USE!!! I've been going to sleep at 11 PM cuz of that. I mean, I can't even do my homework without a computer. ITOM - need Excel. Papers - need Word. Accounting - well, I did all I could. Research - need Internet! OMG what would I do if I actually do join Peacecorps???? No AIM, no ICQ, no MP3 downloading, no web designing, no EMAIL!!!! Hmm... Maybe it's not such a good idea after all.
I really need to finish these papers. Argh, I hate writing papers! 3.5 more to go. That's 47 pages. 3 wks. I need to average 15 pages per week. At the rate I'm going... Well, since my current rate of production is actually 0, I guess I'll never finish. I hate school.
I love my parents. And my sister (sometimes). I just felt like I need to say that. I don't say it enough, actually I don't say it at all to them (come on, you Asian people out there, how many of you guys actually say "I love you" to your parents and vice versa??). But I'm so lucky to have my parents. They love me so much and it's really amazing why it took me 18 years to really understand that.
I love my friends too. I'd make a list but I'd forget someone really important. So in general, man, you guys are awesome for actually putting up with my mood swings, random craziness, continuous complaints, etc. Especially those of you who know almost EVERYTHING about me. Yeah, none of that should get out or you are in deep trouble!! j/p.
Ok, this is a long rant. I'd write something in Chinese but I'm at school and it's such a hassle. So ta-ta for now! Argh... Back to computer simulation problems...
Oh yeah... go look at my website and sign my guestbook!!!!