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Sometimes the sky rains gasoline instead of water and you have to be strong enough and ignore the urge to set yourself on fire.
I stay because you're the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
I didn't want to fail at love like my parents.
We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
Because I didn't want to die waiting for you to love me.
I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
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The more I do, the emptier I feel.
I am a lover without my lover and so are you.
I stay because you're the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
I didn't want to fail at love like my parents.
We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
Because I didn't want to die waiting for you to love me.
I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
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The more I do, the emptier I feel.
I am a lover without my lover and so are you.