Depression and an ancient mikva

[jhughes]

I'm so depressed right now. I have no idea why, I shouldn't be, but I am. I hate keeping everything bottled up, but I don't like expressing it either because that's just sappy and everyone's got their own problems. This is pretty much the only outlet I feel comfortable using, and even with this I don't feel that comfortable doing so. When I get

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[lexee24]

How do you expect to get anything out if you don't talk about it?

Here's a hug.

[jhughes]

Well, I don't know why I'm depressed, I just am, so what is there to talk about? I'm really angry at myself at the same time for not having a good reason.

[lexee24]

Sometimes I never have a good reason to be angry with myself
In fact, half of the time the anger never makes sense
I guess that's why I started doing exercise training for sports
I have to get the anger out and since I can't box without hitting myself with the bag
I do training for other sports
Well, the ones that don't involve water

[jhughes]

Okay, I lied, there's a reason. But I don't really feel like talking to anyone about it.

*sarcasm*

[lexee24]

Well, if you don't feel like talking about it to anyone. . .especially me, the opium of anger and rage. . .I guess you're okay with holding it in. . .

I Ain't Mad At Cha

[lexee24]

I got nothing but love for you
Do your thing, boy

Re: I Ain't Mad At Cha

[jhughes]

Oh man Lex, you have no idea how much better I feel when I listen to 2Pac's lyrics.

Re: I Ain't Mad At Cha

[lexee24]

I feel better too
Especially when I'm angry