you know fuck this , all of this shit

[jhonxxll]

today was a really fucked up day for me , starting lastnight , i had 3 calls that i didnot want to answer, they made me realize that in this world im alone and that ill always will b , friends r only there when they need u , "friends i say "thats just a simple excuse of tha mediocracy of this wotld , firends just last till tha oprtunity is abaliable , girls ? u might wana ask , if she aint ur wifw dont count on her ,parents , sum know u , sum dont , most dont care , few care but dont semm to know how to act when theres a problem , drugs ease tha pain , but tha prise u pay maks u rgret it in a lif time,cuting just fucks u up from now on till u die , and tha worst is tha ull see tha pain u sufered every time u see tha skar ,alcohol is tha key 2 ur sorrow , the next morning after u wak up from that trashing night, ull see all tha uve done , mayb u wont even wake up , ....... there only one thing , well not a thing , a being , hes up there wiling to help u , anytime , just let him in , and ull se tha ur lif willl b a lil easier ,mayb a lot , THA KEY AND THA DOOR TO UR DESTINT LIE RIGHT AT UR HANDS REACH , TAKE THAT STEP , AND B HAPPY , good bye

wowoowowow im glad i got tha out of my chest , well im done bye