Feb 13, 2005 19:17
Hey yall i know i havent updated in a long while i just was too busy in track prctice , cus im fast for a short kid u know um well i went to see tha bbbbbboooooogggggeeeeeeyyyyyyy man oh it was awesome , but wat was after it was much better , ummm anyways , lot of shit hapened in this times , um had a girl , brok up with her in lik 4 days , lots of mothafuking dram after it , (well u know that always happen , met new ppl , broke a friendship , stoped talking to "lady" or n.t.b.b., hope i cant tget to takl to her soon ,valentines is tomorow , cant wait o seee wat hapenes to everyone , i dont have a valentines , buut maybe someone will show up wit tha question , who knows , it cant be worst than last year , and LADY i finaly understood why u made such a weird noise when i told u bout tha track team , u nkow wat im talking bout , oh this poem is really nice i didint wrote it but i liked it so here it is , its harsh tho well i have to rum lata bitches
Blades to wrist, all looks too easy, feel like destiny,
When I was brought to this world and my death was caused by me,
Loves eyes were to blind to see that I was all you ever needed,
but I guess that doesn't matter now I'm going to faint and bleeding.
I lost the love of my life ,the one thing that kept me in reality,
but I knew I was living in a fantasy ,love wasn't made for me ,
I'm fed up of being treated like I dot matter ,like I'm nobody ,
see how I'm noticed now that I'm dead , look at my life less body .
I did every thing I could to make sure u wouldn't feel pain,
But in the end, it went to waste; you made me feel insane,
So now IM doing what an insane person would do end it all,
Thanks for being there when I needed you, watch me as I fall.
I really loved you, just to make u aware my world was built around you,
Your words melted my heart and soul, all I dreamed about was you,
So goodbye world, hope you realize you can't treat people like this,
Live life to its fullest and cherish every hug, embrace and kiss
As I sure wont
SOMEONE REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME WROTE THIS , SO I JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO SEE IT IT