So much to say...
OK, I don't think I even remember 1/2 of the things I wanted to update about, but we'll see how I do.
The Interesting Dream
So we all know that I have the weirdest dreams out there, yes? (And I don't even think I wrote about the HHH, Road-Dog, and X-Pac one). Well this one, was not creepy, it was just, well, thought provoking. I had a dream that I went to some concert, a local kind of one, not like, an MTV band one, and the lead singer was like, every guy I had ever liked combined into one. Kind of weird looking, seeing as though it had like, Chris Bell's mixed with Troy the gymnast's features...but it worked. And I like, fell in love with the lead singer. But I had known him before, and we had been friends forever apparently, but to quote FAME, "He had seen her maybe every day of their lives, but on this night, this one night, it was like he was seeing her for the first time." It was weird. But that wasn't it. The rest of the dream was over like, the course of the year, and was just us hanging out doing random things, and the suspense of a first kiss, that never came. It was just a weird dream, the guy sang, had long hair, and knew how much I liked first kisses being special (Though from my past, one might not really see that). I don't know...it was just...weird.
Terri Shiavo
OK, enough. First of all, she has been like this for 15 years, she isn't getting better, any time soon. My favorite thing though, is when her parents were like, "She wouldn't have wanted her feeding tube removed! She didn't want to starve to death!" Um, yes....yes she did. Did we all forget that this was brought on be an eating disorder? I think so. She clearly would be fine with starving to death. It's kind of what she was in the middle of before you guys interrupted! So about eathing disorders. My mom thinks I have one. everytime Terri Shiavo is on The O'Rielly Factor, every day, she brings up to a new person right in front of me how "They are really missing a wonderful oppertunity to teach girls about the dangers of eating disorders. The fact that Terri Shiavo had one is getting lost." It's like, hey, mom, just come out and say it! She kind of did yesterday though. We were talking about how we're kind of nervoud for some people and their weight, and my mom looks at me and goes, "Well, I'm kind of worried about you..." In which I laughed. And proceeded to telll her about how she sees me eat my weight in nachos. But then, she sees me go to the gym, and work my ass off. I work hard to look this way, and again, people are just giving me shit, and thinking I'm taking the easy way out, when no, no I am not. If I didn't work out, I'd be chunky. I don't carry weight very well, as I learned a few times in my past. But oh, my mother..."But you're so bony! Look at your neck! I can see your entire collar bone, and your pants are falling off of you, and I can see your hips!" Hey mom, remember when you weighed less then me when you were in your mid 20s? yeah, you were 103 when you married Big Ed...so shut up. I am proud of what I've done, and I don't have an eating disorder. Eat that, Lorraine.
Prom Dresses
OK, I have narrowed it down to 4 I think...but they don't go lower then a 2, and I need a 0, so they'd almost all have to get fixed, except for the fish one, that comes in XXS.
OK, the Kate Hudson dress, looks amazing, I have an awesome back, everyone knows it, because I tell everyone. LoL. But see, the material is sooo thin, and it's a little big. I need to like, not only get it fixed, but get like, cups inserted into the bobs, so it's not like, "Hello, it's cold outside!" get it? I kind of liked the red one better though, but that's probably just because I'm a brunette currently.
This one is probably the top runner in the dress search. I love it, it loves me. But it doesn't come in a 0 either. Bummer, It would need to have the straps shortened and the sides taken in I believe, but it really did look good.
This dress looks heinous right here, but on me...OMG! It's so like, I don't know. It's pretty and delicate mixed with superhott. My butt looks amazing in it too. I love dresses...I don't have to worry about getting my legs into them, LoL. I really liked this dress...
OK, the color os this dress was AMAZING on me...and it fit me, so that is awesome. It looks like a fish. LoL. And when I came out of the dressing room in this one, all the people were just like, "OMG! That is beautiful!" but like Rach said, it's too "Ordinary" and well, I'm not. Which is why the feather dress would probably be a better choice, it's such a Jo-Ellen dress, and there's no denying it. But oh the fish dress, you were beautiful.
Now if only I had a date...oh well, I have 2 months!
Bell
I reall don't think he told his friends. Wow. I got no dirty looks, no nothing at school. Well, except for getting pelted with snowballs everywhere I go. Honestly, yeah yeah, throw them on my car, but please, not on my windshiled while I'm driving, forcing me to almost run off the road. Not cool. Also, please don't trow them at me as I walk to math class all by myself. It's not cool, really. Things are cool though, so we'll see what more time brings
Height
OK, so I forgot what else I had to update about...but this just in! I gre an inch and a half!!!! That means I'm 5'2 1/2"!!! So I'm like, 5'4-5 with my everyday boots on! Christ, I am TALL! LoL, no, that isn't tall, but it is for me!
OK I don't like this writing in the middle thing, but I can't fix it. Anyways, what's going on for tonight? I'm going to the movies today with Matt King I believe. No, don't think it's what you're thinkin', we're just buddies! He's 15 people...come on. It would be statutory rape..although, that does have a slight appeal to it, not going to lie...LoL, I feel like Carrie.