*wimper*
So lets see. Im lieing to a good freind so that someone i like can be happy. That person is confused as fuck and i cant handle it. It hurt to keep this locked up and i cant seem to get my feelings out. All i want to do is to punch someone or breaks something but im trying to controll my self. My fuse gets shorter and shorter and im scared that im going to snap. I went to a counserler...(parents dont know) and i seem to ba a manic deppresent witch really sucks. Not to mention i have "quote&; ANGER PROBLEMS quote&;" The counseler says i should take pills!!!!!!! FUCK NO im not druggin my self up for the better of man kind they can bite my ass. Im also going to the docter to see why im always sick. I cant stop throwing up and i have stomic cramps like a mad man and i cough up blood. Have been for a long time. My mom thinks i have the samething my dad has but my body dosnt hurt yet once it does then i have to be worried cuz that means i have the wonderful and uncureible desis "FIBERMIALGA"
If i seem distressed dont bring up these problems with me just over the internet so none can see me cry or anything. I dont want to cry infront of ppl.
Later
If i seem distressed dont bring up these problems with me just over the internet so none can see me cry or anything. I dont want to cry infront of ppl.
Later