Take me to Presidio Driver...And Don't Spare The Whip!
So.......Things are a little Crazy, to say the least. It's not so much in a bad way. I'm just busy as all get out. My Bosses @ work decided to have a huge sale(Which I don't think has stopped yet), Thusly I'm behind @ work. The Orders are Still coming in. And it looks like I'm going to have to cancel.....Once again on a Temple event.
It's just frustrating because I promised that I would be available for this one. It's just........*sigh* I feel like I'm making excuses for myself. When It's really just that real life is demanding more of my attention.
It's a Good thing that I'm getting the hours @ work. It's a good thing that I'm now in a new house. It's also really good that some of my rent, is payed by doing work for the home based business that is run out of here. So all of these things are good. I just feel bad that I can't commit to the Temple like I once did.
I'm worried that Matty might think I'm flaking out. Or that I don't want to do the Temple anymore........or some other thing like that. I just really don't have time to go to an event just now. It's not like my other room mates are going off to Events. Well,.......one of them is. But that's because she promised she would go. Additionally I'm sure she's going to drum up sales for the business, which in all reality makes it a business trip. Not a play event. More sales for the business.....means a better quality of life for ALL of us here in the house.
So I'm down about that. I just feel like an ass. I'm going to have to call one of my best friends and tell him. That I can't make it.
I just wish............*sigh*.....that I could stop feeling bad about taking time for myself, To handle previous obligations(Work that is).
I hope August will be better. I hope I can make it to Autumn War. We'll see about that I guess.
I am doing all right though. Things are actually going well.
I just really kind of feel like a jerk.
This too shall pass.
I'm going to sleep now.
Luv's and Hug's to all,......................~M~
It's just frustrating because I promised that I would be available for this one. It's just........*sigh* I feel like I'm making excuses for myself. When It's really just that real life is demanding more of my attention.
It's a Good thing that I'm getting the hours @ work. It's a good thing that I'm now in a new house. It's also really good that some of my rent, is payed by doing work for the home based business that is run out of here. So all of these things are good. I just feel bad that I can't commit to the Temple like I once did.
I'm worried that Matty might think I'm flaking out. Or that I don't want to do the Temple anymore........or some other thing like that. I just really don't have time to go to an event just now. It's not like my other room mates are going off to Events. Well,.......one of them is. But that's because she promised she would go. Additionally I'm sure she's going to drum up sales for the business, which in all reality makes it a business trip. Not a play event. More sales for the business.....means a better quality of life for ALL of us here in the house.
So I'm down about that. I just feel like an ass. I'm going to have to call one of my best friends and tell him. That I can't make it.
I just wish............*sigh*.....that I could stop feeling bad about taking time for myself, To handle previous obligations(Work that is).
I hope August will be better. I hope I can make it to Autumn War. We'll see about that I guess.
I am doing all right though. Things are actually going well.
I just really kind of feel like a jerk.
This too shall pass.
I'm going to sleep now.
Luv's and Hug's to all,......................~M~