the world
i doubt all that was said in the last entry because i am not the world and definitely not part of the world... whatev... well i am mooish and so yeah i got april in trouble with her parents, though if you asked her i did nothing wrong... there are stupid people at the place where we worked last week and so they are all "oh they are groping eachother and such" but we did near nothing while we were there... whatever... i'm grounded from the phone... i blew up at my mother and she is now all oh poor jhered he feels like shit and i say fuck your sympathy...i hate that crap...i explained how i hate my last name because all it does is haunt me and such i swear it is bad luck and i would very much like to get rid of it... but i wont. and i broke down and fucking cried in front of her again something i swore i would never do in front of anybody ever again for thier stupid i feel sorry for him kind of sympathy. she says ive had a better attitude like being happy..but i have more attitude. bad attitude from.... who the fuck knows... she thinks it is from me being with april and t very well may be but i really dont think so i think i just have more nerve than i used to. i done a feqw thing i never thought i would do lately... sharp things came very near to me but they were stopped by a greater urge to not be killed by my parents for my stupidity. well i love you all and i may have a new reader depending on what i feel right now...