freaking :O
in times when im thankful for nothing i remain thankful. i would believe jesus was right for damning humanity if it werent for the likes of you. i am scared in all honesty that i do not know you as well as i hope to believe and that im afool, but in my heart i know i can not be afraid because even if by my own morality that you may some day hurt me, i will have been saved long ago. that is why before i let you be my lover you will always be my friend. and i love you more for it. among humans you are queen and among queens you are worth a daily worship. if i have a heart to give i tell god to give it to you so that you may have more than any human because honestly when i would have given up, i kept my hopes of love. it is relative to being reluctant to calling you my wife, instead of thankful i am something completely beyond for what youve given me. i am (L) beyond and i will smile forever because.