I know it's so predictable...
We're getting back together. Nothing really happened except that we talked, and we said we would change. I was happy at the thought of moving back home, but I realized that I am sick. Like I don't quite understand it, but I love her and it overrides my sense of logic. My friend Greg was super pissed about this news, and he was telling me how this relationship is not good and there are plenty of nicer girls out there, and I was trying to explain to him that I'm not a perfect boyfriend, nor are there perfect couples, everything requires work... He's really mad about this and think I've lost it, and thinks that it was something else. He thought that it was because of having sex with a young girl or something, so I gave in because I was tired of arguing with him. So now people probably think that I want to be back with Kristi because I like having sex with young girls, because people here love to talk. It really isn't a desperation thing, or being depraved or anything weird like that, I just love her and it exists and I can't do anything about it. One of the conditions for getting back is that I quit smoking, and boy was it ever so painful...