Nov 28, 2004 13:17
Dont you just LOVE wen ppl CONSTANTLY criticize your relationship and how you NEVER hang out with your friends anymore wen THEY HAVE NEVER EVEN EXPERIENCED A RELATIONSHIP..... and could it ACTUALLY be possible that i just dont like hanging out with that person due to a MAJOR maturity difference.
Instead of actually being HAPPY for me - you harass me??! What kinda friendship is that?? This is the FIRST acutal relationship i am TRULY in love and ive NEVER felt this way before and if you cant be happy for me than im dun its not worth it.. Sometimes the ONLY friend you need is your boyfriend ..he is my BEST friend and is always there wen im down. Even just the little things have made me realize who my TRUE friends are. Who was there for me in my accident?!? Instead of having my friends STAY with me ..i was left.. to drive home DRUNK and almost kill myself. My birthday.. not even a simple phone call to say happy bday? If this is a friendship- fuck it i dont want it... I feel i have been WAY TOO overly true to my friends and what have i got back from them NOTHING .. Im not saying i regret the past friendships im just saying thanks for it bcuhs i have LEARNED so much.
I am OVERLY GREATFUL for my TRUE friends. They all know who they are to0 bcuhs i talk to them like EVERY SINGLE day. People grow up and move on.. and i feel if u stick around the "immature HS drama" ...some people will just NEVER grow up...
..if you find 1 TRUE BEST FRIEND out there ..one that has your back NO MATTER what.. one that is there for you when you are sad.. one who CHEERS you up.. one wh0 doesnt try to constantly start fights then YOU ARE extremely lucky. i am PROUD to say ive found my best friend. =)
** [(just had to get this one off my chest)] **