"I have never seen you so happy"
that's what george said to me last night. " I have never seen you so happy" It is very strange. every time I think abotu Matthew I either smile or cry I think it is the breastfeeding...it created an insta-bond I just never had with ashleigh. I am addicted to breastfeeding. I have stopped wakign him up from a sound sleep to breastfeed and now wait for him to wake up and indicate that he is hungry so already I am making progress in recovering from my addiction...
His first doctor's appt. is tomorrow afternoon just to check on the circumcision healing and his jaundice going away etc.. so that willbe his first little car trip since coming home. I am doing good healing wise as well I think, I try to stay downstairs all day, he naps in the cradle in the lower living room and I set up a diaper station for him on one side of the kitchen counter. That way I don't do too manhy stairs.
the first day home george was a little frustrated I couldn't help out more but now he has fallen into his role of getting ashleigh out of my way for a bit. She is really great aroudn matthew but when he is sleeping she tends to not be as quiet as she needs to be and she wakes him up quite a bit. she also has a habit of hanging form my leg and whining/crying for my attention becaus eI cannot pick her up right now so yesterday george took her next door to play with darby for a few hours and today my mom picked her up for the morning because my nerves were really disintegrating on me. I dotn want to be snappign at her constantly but im sore and my patience isn't very high right now.
george went over to the pool this afternoon once he finished doign all of my errands. he has been hoem almost a week now figured he deserved a few hours to relax. it was great i paid all the bills, folded some laundrey, breastfed matthew in peace and quiet AND took an hour nap!!!!!!
but i am looking forward to them coming back in an hour or so
I have so much more to type but I am rambling so I will come back later and ramble some more ...I am sure I cna go find something to do.... in fact I may take another perc to reduce my pain..and tha tmeans I can nap some more!!!
His first doctor's appt. is tomorrow afternoon just to check on the circumcision healing and his jaundice going away etc.. so that willbe his first little car trip since coming home. I am doing good healing wise as well I think, I try to stay downstairs all day, he naps in the cradle in the lower living room and I set up a diaper station for him on one side of the kitchen counter. That way I don't do too manhy stairs.
the first day home george was a little frustrated I couldn't help out more but now he has fallen into his role of getting ashleigh out of my way for a bit. She is really great aroudn matthew but when he is sleeping she tends to not be as quiet as she needs to be and she wakes him up quite a bit. she also has a habit of hanging form my leg and whining/crying for my attention becaus eI cannot pick her up right now so yesterday george took her next door to play with darby for a few hours and today my mom picked her up for the morning because my nerves were really disintegrating on me. I dotn want to be snappign at her constantly but im sore and my patience isn't very high right now.
george went over to the pool this afternoon once he finished doign all of my errands. he has been hoem almost a week now figured he deserved a few hours to relax. it was great i paid all the bills, folded some laundrey, breastfed matthew in peace and quiet AND took an hour nap!!!!!!
but i am looking forward to them coming back in an hour or so
I have so much more to type but I am rambling so I will come back later and ramble some more ...I am sure I cna go find something to do.... in fact I may take another perc to reduce my pain..and tha tmeans I can nap some more!!!