Jul 18, 2005 15:37
it seriously hurts to move half the time I hate my big hous ei am missing my little ranche where there were no stairs!!!!! up and down up and down..... ugh
HOWEVER I love my central air i put the dogs outside and almost passed out int he two seconds it took to put them in the pen.... then i step back into the house and WHOOSH like a breath of fresh air I felt better!!!!
i think george is never going to get over kane and margery's rudeness in maine over july 4th.
they showed up at myu parents yesterday after we had been ther e afew hours and we left wihtin half an hour and i then was subject to random tirades abotu what assholes they are and how he doesnt have to put up with them and we shoudltn have to see them etc..for the rest of the night. i agree 100% that they were rude in maine and i dont blame him for beign completely sick of them.
but at the same time he is my brother and their baby will be ashleighs only first cousin for the time being possibly forever since no one on his side seems interested or able to have children any time soon.. so i jus tthink playign nice is easier than returnign their rudeness it is not that i am anticonfrontational i just fought like a banshee my entire teeneage life with my mom and i am tired of it i just want peace now and it doesnt irritate me much when they are pricks because i just dont care i keep trying to point out to george that if we are so disgusted wiht them what do thewir opinbions and actions matter ?? he just doesnt have patience for it
anyway in addition to my above listed arguments.. i jsut dont want to deal with this crap righ tnow i just want hin to be super excited and focused on the baby being born this week and he doesnt seem able to just giv eme that pampered adored and smothered attitude i am lookign for at the moment
we keep discussing it and he just keeps forgettign and being hinmself lol
cant complain too much though he is doing pretty good putting up with my shit and i am just not putting up with his as well as i normally would becaus epatience is not tops on my list this week either!!!
anyway
i am ready to pop littl ematthew moves constantly and either has really long legs or huge feet because something is hurting my ribs!!!
just have to get through tomorrow wednesday george iwll be home in the aftenroon and i have my pre surgeyr blood work and then ash gets dropped off so realy tomorrow is my last normal day
i can wait
really
its just a day or so
waiting
im waiting
see me
see me wait
see me wait patiently