May 04, 2005 11:55
i bought the dvd yesterday and watched it in background while I studied .... the music and hearing it in the background was great but every time I looked up at the screen I was disappointed ... and i despised minnie driver or however you spell her name..not that I liked her much to begin with ... but ugh how they hell did she get chosen for that part?!?!?!?!?!? so its official i only like movies of shows when they are actually films of the theatrical performance...liek jeckyll and hyde or smokey joes cafe etc.... but i will probably listen to it quite often while i am studying its perfect mood music
yesterdays studying and testign went well though i wasnt bale to get ahead because i had some research to do as well..
today though im going to try and get a bit ahead would be useful so i can have time tomorrow to work on my other work
im starting to fear i have overextended myself but i will just get thorugh this week and maybe have to adjust some of my projhects and tell some peoepl i am takign time off to have a baby or something sounds reasonable enough for me -
i just think i had envisioned an occasional project and since last month was slow... it made sense.. but all of sudden i have an influx which is good for financnes but not so much fo rmy stress and exhaustion levels... so my attitude is i will do what i can. qand if i cant get to it they can wait
too bad two of thes eprojects are fo rnew clients what the hell is wrong with me anyway?!?!?!?1 say no just say no