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Sometimes you watch a movie about the most ordinary of events, and the most ordinary of characters. Hell it could be you, Infact parts of it is just liek you, but then you think these are your peers and they are anything BUT ordinary! Its a MOVIE! Countless people are the world have watched the same thing as you and THAT is what makes them extra oridinary. Their ability to be oridinary while clearly they are anything But. All the people you here about were already known in their professions by the time they were 20-23. I am no where near being anything that I am going to be let alone recognizable by my peers. Time is just slipping away. I want to be something spectacular! I wanna be somebody. Shit I want to be anybody. Looking back I can't even imagine how I seriously considered military as a life. It would break me down and turn me into a number, a statistic. I wanna be more than that. But I am not good at anything particular, where am I specilized enough to be that anybody? Oh this is just as bad as a drunk rambling on after a long night of binge drinking with friends. I guess its only fitting that I end this with the wisest of words from any drunk: "I love you guys. No, really I do." I love my family and friends. I just wrote friends first, and then erased it and retyped in the order you see before. Why is that?