Help me? Maybe? No don't do anything, just listen .... possibly lend a shoulder if I ask?
Ok, so today Ryan, Anthony and I went to the King of Prussia Mall. It is bigger than I remember it to be. Yeah anyways though, on the way back I, in the most casual way possible, was thinking about hanging myself/jumping off the bridge/some other form of just ending life. But then I argued myself by stating, I can't do it now, I have to atleast wait till Ryan's(from highschool) wedding. But then I thought, no I can't do that to any of my friends. I don't know why I would think such toughts, let alone think them so casually. I know THAT in itself is not normal; to just think of things like that, how can I do it? Well anyway I did, and the scariest part is, I wasn't scared by it!?!
{I won't ask for that shoulder, don't worry}