Feb 17, 2004 00:12
So earlier today I was at 'Barnes and [the vindictive prick]Nobles' with my brother. Well while he was in line to buy his books, I started to read a book by the Dalai Lama. It was called Transforming the Mind. It was all about how to change your way of thinking so you have a happier mentality. I wish I had read more than 4 pages. It seemed pretty interesting. He said in there if you are depressed or angry a lot of the times(as I am) then even when you feel pleasure you don't enjoy it to the fullest potential. I am gonna try to be a happier person. We'll see how it goes.
Now from the other day I really like this girl, but I don't know how to tell her how I feel, cause I am still a little highschooler when it comes to girls. :(. I don't think I wanna say her name. Even though this is like my personal journal, I don't know if I feel comfortable about writing her name in her, just incase she does read it. Then it would be ackward the next time we talk. Which would be the last thing I want. :-/.