Jul 05, 2008 12:06
I really h8 changes. I h8 having to adapt to changes. But the thing is, change is inevitable, and somehow the kind of change that goes on around me ain't ever good ! Somehow i just wish i could turn back time to one yr ago, where i was sincerely & naively happy. At least it's better that way as compared to what i'm going through now, when reality keeps knocking at my door trying to wake me up. I could be happy now with what i have, but everything else is changing so much there's not enough time for me to sit, think and appreciate what i have now. If only i would stop being so bothered by anything else, by reality, i would be really happy, really extremely sincerely happy. At least, happier than how i was a few months back ! Life is NOT good, L(N)G ! SPEAKING OF LG, I AM BLOODY HELL STRUGGLING LIKE MAD WITH MATH, STUPID LOGARITHMS ! I h8 sch, i h8 the stupid long waits for the bus, and the stupid ridiculously long queue for 69 at the interchange, and the stupid tutors and lecturers who just never stop marking me l8, and the stupid canteen queues, and the stupid project deadlines, and the stupid assignment overload, and stupid math, and the stupid tests and exams which are nearing. Everything in sch is so stupid, omg ! I h8 my damn life sometimes, i h8 how i think so much i feel like my head is going to burst !
On a lighter note, tiara comes home today. && i just bought two new bikinis ! HAHA !
I am extremely bored cuz somebody is still sleeping otherwise i wouldn't even be here at all ! DAMN IT SLEEPYHEAD, WAKE UP SO I CAN GET OUT !