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Ive realized today that im a tottal lozer i mena ive always thought of myself as a lozer but i never really ment it but u know what i am. I mean my grades suck they always have only reason they were ever good is if i cheated ok so im a lozer there only way i can get through skool is to cheat. Hmmm my mouth no matter what i will say something wrong i will fuck up everythig with my words and u knwow hat i wont even mean to i dont even realize what i say is wrong i love you ivy mroe than u can ever imagine i never mean to hurt u or anger u im just a fucking moron. I fuck everything up all i want is you the thoguht of losing u makes me wanna die ur my only happyness in this world i want u to know that without u i wouldnt be here thank you im sorry im such a fuck up i really truly am sorry. Prolly the only thing im good at is football and im fucking taht up as well im goona end up sitting in a gutter with only my dreams and memories. I love you ivy im sorry
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