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Hi my name is trent my day today um started the day arguing with ivy trying to get her to see wtf she was doing was so wrong theres no logic behind it but i failed lol wats new me failing hahaha there should be a book on my failings. Ok so she dumped me yea wow i feel just sick i wanan ppuke but i feel so hopeless and care free ive made 7 peopel hate me today and sum of them were actual friends of mine i asked a kid to sock me in the face and u know what i think i might actually let him i dislocated my hand well thumb my hand jsut really hurts but i dont even care. What does anyhting matter the one thing i love and care about it gone she loved me so much but just not enuf never enuf and its my fault. Im jsut a lozer i know that now how could a girl that wonderful ever be with me i was stupid to ever think i had a chance i mean hell her parents were smart they sniffed out that i was a lozer before they even met me and that was enuff for ivy to say seeyah. So yea party friday ima get fucking drunk off my ass. Anybody wanna shoot me? I have sum thigs to do before u can but im looking for a willing shooter so tex me or comment in hurr if ud like the job. I dont like living anymore i dont have a reason to be here but i cant kill myself thats so wrong in so many ways. I can just injure myself serverly i enjoy that. Hmm so yea fuck it im done with this gay thing who reads it anyways? Whose up for getting drunk i know i am drink my fucking problems away or make them worse wtvr i jsut dont give a fuck lol wow. I feel different i feel strange sumthing is seriously wrong wiht me i should seek help nahh. Ive decided there are sumthings i hafta accomplish before i leave this world y do i hafta do these thigs becuz sumone told me i couldnt and i hate being told i cant do it.I can, i will, fucking watch me. Dont ever question what im capable of im fucking psycho if i want to do it i will do or and if i cant do it hell will i fucking try hard as a mofo never give up ever untill it is complete thats how ur supposed to do i. Not lie down and except never settle take what u want or sit down and shut up. I hate adults im tired of being yelled at and told what to do this has been angering me real bad for this past month but after yesterday its just gone to far its tie to put them in there place yea ur older then me so fucking what that dont make u fucking god. Fuck im so fucking pissed AGHHHHHHHHHHH i dont understand how u can give up on wha tu lvoe it makes no fucking sense none nuthing u can say will ever make that make sense ever.
Fuck you people goodbye