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no longer do i have a escape to rant and bitch and express how much i hate chris.
he has infiltrated facebook and i believe with much help from a shit talking little ring rat bitch. i was pissed yesterday when i woke up after his psycho bitching and wrote i wish i had someone else. the psychopath that he is woke me up at 1 in the morning asking wat is that about why u have to go and say that. etc etc.
now he has an account which i assume is to watch me bc he swears that everytime i show any kind of emotion the fucking world is going to end and hes the fucking victim.
o and saturday he claimed i make myself to be the victim but hey asshole its the other way around. u make me the victim when you scream at me in front of everyone about a small argument you always take too fucking far. and no one was lisening right hence why i saw at least 5 guys stop and stare at us the whole time u were shouting down at me like a fucking loon.
so i should prob add this as reason i dunoo a thousand why i dont want to be with him and he cant tak ethat fact. he actually screamed at me saying i was fucked up for saying we werent together. we arent but its becasue i dont want to be and it pisses him off, big surprise snippy mcgee dont get is way so he has a hissy. i dont want to be with him mand he hates that. he got mad bc i said if i cant massage i dont want to go to waw. truth bc wat the fuck reason am i allowed to be in the basement if im not the fucking therapist that takes care of them when they get hurt. o hes good enough reason for me to go and to be there. bull fucking shit. if he is actually paying attention to me its only bc someone else was and big surprise he got jealous. and if im not payin full fucking attention to him or following him around like a lost fucing puppy dog e gets pissed.
he hates that i called waw my friends he actually freaked out bc of it. he said they arent your friends they are mine, mine mine. they only tolerate you because of me. another piece of proof he is a controlling psycho. yeah i admit they probably tolerated me at first just bc i was his girlfriend but that changed when i started going to parties, ppv at bbillys house, hmm maybe when i went to beach day and jerseys wedding WITHOUT HIM. i didnt need him to be there then. i have even gone to shows witout him and he freaked. i dont need him to fit in anymore and i think that drives him insane. especially n some people i know for a fact they like me more than him now. and its not just females either. ill actually name five. 1: billy, damn right i said it and its fucking true, 2:red guy, not just bc the cruch he saw sains bullshit the day he hopped on the texas trip. 3:kevin, he seen the bullshit thou he cant talk much cuz e does the same sit to katie. 4:buck, yup 5:fox, again not just bc of his crush, 6:shane, seen sains bullshiht. 7:saige, im not a dick to him and we got to know each other well sitting in jerseys kitchen during tapings. 8:alex, truth, he only likes sain bc of wretsing thats it. 9: gino, again only bc of sains wrestling. 10:john, cuz i have more fucking respect than sain for waw. unlike chris i actually care that we are late or that he didnt say anything before leaving early. o and more importantly i dont have a fucking ego.
okay so i named ten but its fucking true. hell even sometimes i think is precious fucking klit members dont like him as much besides billy of course cuz ive already named that one.
this sucks. hopefully i dont die today but i have to headto work in this wonderful shit to make it just that much better of a fucking ducky day
he has infiltrated facebook and i believe with much help from a shit talking little ring rat bitch. i was pissed yesterday when i woke up after his psycho bitching and wrote i wish i had someone else. the psychopath that he is woke me up at 1 in the morning asking wat is that about why u have to go and say that. etc etc.
now he has an account which i assume is to watch me bc he swears that everytime i show any kind of emotion the fucking world is going to end and hes the fucking victim.
o and saturday he claimed i make myself to be the victim but hey asshole its the other way around. u make me the victim when you scream at me in front of everyone about a small argument you always take too fucking far. and no one was lisening right hence why i saw at least 5 guys stop and stare at us the whole time u were shouting down at me like a fucking loon.
so i should prob add this as reason i dunoo a thousand why i dont want to be with him and he cant tak ethat fact. he actually screamed at me saying i was fucked up for saying we werent together. we arent but its becasue i dont want to be and it pisses him off, big surprise snippy mcgee dont get is way so he has a hissy. i dont want to be with him mand he hates that. he got mad bc i said if i cant massage i dont want to go to waw. truth bc wat the fuck reason am i allowed to be in the basement if im not the fucking therapist that takes care of them when they get hurt. o hes good enough reason for me to go and to be there. bull fucking shit. if he is actually paying attention to me its only bc someone else was and big surprise he got jealous. and if im not payin full fucking attention to him or following him around like a lost fucing puppy dog e gets pissed.
he hates that i called waw my friends he actually freaked out bc of it. he said they arent your friends they are mine, mine mine. they only tolerate you because of me. another piece of proof he is a controlling psycho. yeah i admit they probably tolerated me at first just bc i was his girlfriend but that changed when i started going to parties, ppv at bbillys house, hmm maybe when i went to beach day and jerseys wedding WITHOUT HIM. i didnt need him to be there then. i have even gone to shows witout him and he freaked. i dont need him to fit in anymore and i think that drives him insane. especially n some people i know for a fact they like me more than him now. and its not just females either. ill actually name five. 1: billy, damn right i said it and its fucking true, 2:red guy, not just bc the cruch he saw sains bullshit the day he hopped on the texas trip. 3:kevin, he seen the bullshit thou he cant talk much cuz e does the same sit to katie. 4:buck, yup 5:fox, again not just bc of his crush, 6:shane, seen sains bullshiht. 7:saige, im not a dick to him and we got to know each other well sitting in jerseys kitchen during tapings. 8:alex, truth, he only likes sain bc of wretsing thats it. 9: gino, again only bc of sains wrestling. 10:john, cuz i have more fucking respect than sain for waw. unlike chris i actually care that we are late or that he didnt say anything before leaving early. o and more importantly i dont have a fucking ego.
okay so i named ten but its fucking true. hell even sometimes i think is precious fucking klit members dont like him as much besides billy of course cuz ive already named that one.
this sucks. hopefully i dont die today but i have to headto work in this wonderful shit to make it just that much better of a fucking ducky day