an emo vent!

[jganey]

What is wrong with me? Why am I lonely? I think im a good person... I mean i thought that i was nice and kinda cool and someone someone else would wanna spend time with. I know im not gorgeous but im not ugly... there has to be something wrong with me because no one seems to think that i am good enough. The past few interests dont see it going an further than a friendship...well thats cool that people see me as a good friend or whatever but am i going to be "the friend" forever? I mean what like 4 guys in a row :(  I just wanna know what is wrong with me? there has to be something wrong..............or maybe im just hoping there is something wrong so that i dont have to face the fact that maybe it is just me and maybe mean are not supposed to be a part of my life. I dunno what it seems like to me right now in this point of my life is that I am not meant to have men in my life they just break my heart and leave me to deal with it. So hopefully i get or find a reason so that i dont have to live with the sad fact that i am meant to be man-less....

Im bored, sad and cant go to sleep. I need a break i need a change i need good happy butterflies!!!

goodnight