decisions decisions.
so im about to submit my form for my course today all filled in, and then right at the last minute i think do i really want to do this. And the horrible thing is i dont actually know what i want to do, but ive only got so much time to do it, or im going to be too late this year, will have to wait another year to get something sorted and by that time ill be 19 and will have to pay for which ever course i take, which i doub t i could afford. Goddamit why cant i of found something thats totally me and pays me good money.