Craziest, craziness
Ok well so my life is just crazy crazy crazy!!!! So we are going to Mexico in 23 days and this year i am not getting any gifts for anyone at all. Which make this great. I don't have to search for something that someone might want. All about me this year. And i am taking a lot of money down there this year. So the other week i saw Jessie and Howie at the bank. And wow i haven't seen someone give such a dirty look. I don't understand what the hell happened. She all of the sudden just stoped calling me and stoped talking to me. but as soon as Chris called howie to see if he wanted to go to the bar that is when she called me. and then haven't heard anything since. I just don't understand why she some how thinks i run his life. i don't! Well it sounds like things are going good with her and howie. Going to Las Vegas, which should be fun. and her life is on track with school and work. I am sick of the shit that went down and i don't want to deal with it anymore. I don't care if you want to be my friend or not but i am just letting you know that i am over it. I think if you are talking about growing up you should be the bigger person and atleast let the person know why you stoped talking to them. Still to this day i have no idea what happened. I just want to know what i did that was so horrible to you. Well i guess there is nothing more to say to you, it is all you if you want to put this shit behind us and figure out what the hell went wrong. i am not saying that we have to be friends again but you should let me know what in the hell was so wrong with something i might have did.
So anyways my life is crazy. I am going to mexico so i have to start getting shit ready for that, fun! then i need to go shopping for some clothes, fun! i need to get toiletriees, fun! I need to make sure that i have at the least 3/4 of the scarves that i am doing for people this christmas are done! Well see how that goes. i have to try and find someone to cover for me when i go to mexico which is going to be super hard because everyone already has a job and stuff like that. It just sucks. Plus on top of all of this i have to go to school. I love being busy so i don't feel so damn lazy. i am pissed for mexico because when i am down there i am going to be on my period for half the week. that pisses me off more than anything and the fact that i didn't loose all the weight that i wanted. at least it was like 10-15 pounds. That makes me feel a little better but i wish i could be skinnier. Well i guess next year then. or for this summer.
i am going to dinner with chris and my mommy tonight. my daddy is hunting. he wont shot anything. he never does! hahaha! so that should be fun fun fun!
So anyways my life is crazy. I am going to mexico so i have to start getting shit ready for that, fun! then i need to go shopping for some clothes, fun! i need to get toiletriees, fun! I need to make sure that i have at the least 3/4 of the scarves that i am doing for people this christmas are done! Well see how that goes. i have to try and find someone to cover for me when i go to mexico which is going to be super hard because everyone already has a job and stuff like that. It just sucks. Plus on top of all of this i have to go to school. I love being busy so i don't feel so damn lazy. i am pissed for mexico because when i am down there i am going to be on my period for half the week. that pisses me off more than anything and the fact that i didn't loose all the weight that i wanted. at least it was like 10-15 pounds. That makes me feel a little better but i wish i could be skinnier. Well i guess next year then. or for this summer.
i am going to dinner with chris and my mommy tonight. my daddy is hunting. he wont shot anything. he never does! hahaha! so that should be fun fun fun!