Human Nature...
Why is everything pissing me off lately? First, I know I have to be proactive in my job search. I know that even the rigors of everyday life requires me to being proactive. But I get so fucking tired of being proactive most of the time. Like trying to talk to people or even get them to do stuff with me. I understand about people's schedules and lives happening but I would think they would atleast take time to say hi or something. Plus, I feel I have to organize plans to do stuff if I want to do stuff with others or nothing gets done. But then they organize stuff and when I happen to call, they are already doing something or I find out later. I just feel so lonely sometime and have Cabin Fever.
Second, I am trying not to nitpick with Jack. I am trying to let the little things that don't matter go. Still, I am getting annoyed with him more lately. I really love him but I just want to strangle him sometimes. He sent a game I haven't tried yet back. I was gonna snap but restrained myself and said I Love You. He texted me that he has a couple things that have been bothering him that he talk about after work tonight.
I really don't want to be this cynical person or crouchity old man, at the age of 31. I hope I am not going nuts.
Second, I am trying not to nitpick with Jack. I am trying to let the little things that don't matter go. Still, I am getting annoyed with him more lately. I really love him but I just want to strangle him sometimes. He sent a game I haven't tried yet back. I was gonna snap but restrained myself and said I Love You. He texted me that he has a couple things that have been bothering him that he talk about after work tonight.
I really don't want to be this cynical person or crouchity old man, at the age of 31. I hope I am not going nuts.