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i feel like i'm losing you, all of you. the people who really mattered to me are gone. the ones i really want to talk to, the ones i really want to spend time with, the ones i really care about, they are gone, or they are on there way out. it seems like my whole life, or my recent life that i can remember, i've been scared of people who actualy knew who i was. i've wanted to hide what i was really feeling, but i think right now that's exactly what i need, someone who knows who i am and who will not use that knowledge in a negative way but just in a way of understanding. i just want someone with whom i can talk (that's right, i rewrote the sentence to make the grammar correct). i've lost almost all of the people that i could truly trust. or i am in the process of losing, and i do not want that to happen, but i know there's nothing that i am going to do. and the problem is that most (most, not all) of the people who i really would want to read this are not going to.
i just keep hoping for graduation to come more quicly than it seems to be so i can forget about the aforementioned folk. well not forget, i would never want to do that, but just stop worrying about them.
i just keep hoping for graduation to come more quicly than it seems to be so i can forget about the aforementioned folk. well not forget, i would never want to do that, but just stop worrying about them.