TERROR-IFIC

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 you would have thought i'd never seen a bed by the way I was rolling all over it.
the space is impecable. its nice to have my room back.

I looked through my window to see two acres of trees,vines,my bicycle
and i realized this is home now
i still cant beleive we moved
everything is happening to fast and the only person i want to tell and whine to
is too arrogant to hear. Shouldn't boyfriends like help you?
I'm nnot talking about what some girl said about me
i'm talking about
eating disorders
cancer
moving
!!

shouldnt that be enough?
if my digits are shaking and  im running away from you @ first sight
shouldnt that be enough that
i need you?
His response.
I can't
I dont know how

really?
REALLY?

i'm sure you care, i really do but goodness haven't females taught you
that we can't read minds and then you get worried when i end up in the ER
"why didnt you tell me"
pah! you tell me.
Does a baby learn to walk by itself?
No,love and support is major play.
I'm sure by that statement  i just called myself a baby
and i am. i'm very dependant.

whatever
I have legs
I'll get up myself