Ughhhhh.
I am really confused. Today was disappointing. I can’t tell if there’s something wrong with me or if I’m acting normally. I think I need to do a better job of distracting myself. I feel like the way I act or deal with people is intrusive. Maybe I’m just not good at reading people. I should talk to my dad about seeing someone. I'm pretty sure that I'm depressed, and I have been for a month or so. I can't help it, of course. I'm really lonely, among other things. I'm sorry if I'm acting strangely to anyone. I don't mean to be. This has been a strange update nonetheless.