More of Jodies Rants
Agaaaaain with the mumbo speak?
I think yes:D
So onto my recent topic Ryan. I'm not analysing it as much as I used to, and I've stopped being so shy and I managed to convince myself last night that I didn't even like him that much. Till like today I caught him looking at me, I looked back, we held eye contact for what felt like ages and I though I was about to melt.
It's something that can't be helped. If it wasn't for the big age gap I think something could have happened.
He's 24 I've found out.
He has a 3 year old kid. But he's not with anyone.
And even though I'm nearly 100% sure he's getting the same feelings as me, nothing can happen.
Ther5e's somebody else at work who I do quite like, he's called Mark... he's about the same age as Ryan but aint as uptight about it. Everybodies said there that he likes me, but even though he's really cute and a great guy, there's not that Ummmpphhh if you know what I mean.
Ooof today my mums flying, or was supposed to be. I was a bit anxious because of the bomb scare this morning, but she's had to check into a hotel and flying out tomorrow.
Which meeeeeeans, I have the house all to myself:D Haha but already I'm bored.
Got an interview for Asda soooooon, which is great:D:D Get outta the shit ridden place I can McDonalds! But the thing is and I know it's pathetic but I might not see Ryan again, and I want to tell him before I leave. My pride might get hurt a bit yeah if he turns me down, but at least I won't regret anything. But he's off on his hols and depending if I get this job, I might be gone before he comes back.
Anyway.
I think yes:D
So onto my recent topic Ryan. I'm not analysing it as much as I used to, and I've stopped being so shy and I managed to convince myself last night that I didn't even like him that much. Till like today I caught him looking at me, I looked back, we held eye contact for what felt like ages and I though I was about to melt.
It's something that can't be helped. If it wasn't for the big age gap I think something could have happened.
He's 24 I've found out.
He has a 3 year old kid. But he's not with anyone.
And even though I'm nearly 100% sure he's getting the same feelings as me, nothing can happen.
Ther5e's somebody else at work who I do quite like, he's called Mark... he's about the same age as Ryan but aint as uptight about it. Everybodies said there that he likes me, but even though he's really cute and a great guy, there's not that Ummmpphhh if you know what I mean.
Ooof today my mums flying, or was supposed to be. I was a bit anxious because of the bomb scare this morning, but she's had to check into a hotel and flying out tomorrow.
Which meeeeeeans, I have the house all to myself:D Haha but already I'm bored.
Got an interview for Asda soooooon, which is great:D:D Get outta the shit ridden place I can McDonalds! But the thing is and I know it's pathetic but I might not see Ryan again, and I want to tell him before I leave. My pride might get hurt a bit yeah if he turns me down, but at least I won't regret anything. But he's off on his hols and depending if I get this job, I might be gone before he comes back.
Anyway.