for the loveless
I think this sucks. I'm trying my hardest to play off the the fact that i'm broken hearted, but it hurts to much. I know I probably cannot get back into her arms anytime soon so it would make sense to bounce, but for some reason I can't leave and get her out of my head. It's not good at all, then seeing her last night at her house it just fucking sucked. I was happy but at the same I was like dieing inside( she had a surprise party ). She was happy, I was happy for her, but then I just kept thinking about how much I miss her and everything about her. I dunno but this shit sucks. I really need her to talk to me and let me know where this is going, I wont be able to deal with not knowing and being put on hold for another week, by then she will have lost me forever. Well heres to a nother day of depression.