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i kind of almost feel like an asshole for moving on so quickly. i had just started singing the song and just like that... i decided to stop. i mean nearly 500 dollars later, plus a bunch of little things... im so done. i should have been done a long time ago. the persistence just kind of gets to me... i should have listened sooner i guess. i really hope i dont upset her, i know were better off as friends, i dont want to even think about her starting to like me, i really dont... i hope she never liked me as more than a friend, i hate feeling guilty. hopefully ill settle something with the nice girl the one who had me feeling so warm inside... i recall being so uplifted by every little thing about her and now im just wanting to look at her eyes, not filled with tears like on tuesday, but maybe you know.. clear and all like they were yesterday... so clear that they fucking sparkled, shes got the prettiest eyes, the cutest nose and shes just all woman really, i mean shes a lady but shes extremely feminant in that low maintance sort of way, the kind that doesnt have to put on a lot of make up... and would look good in almost anything. ah, the wonderful and beautiful and nice casey
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