Jul 31, 2006 23:29
been very long since my last post here i kinda forgot about this little place i could express my self and have the support of friends, I and debating a change in jobs again change in girls again. I think im broken in some sick sorta way i wish i could figgure my life out as well as i am at helping others figgure out thers.
i feel empty inside i strugled with a nasty cocain habbit for about 7 months which i have been sober now for 2 months and counting i have hurt i dont know how meny ppl feelings because of it i have quit Smoking pot doing cocain and any other form of iligal drugs no more pills or anything unless a doctor says i should take them.
my life has been filled with alot of drama and i have been hurting on the inside and hiding it well, i hope that one day all the ppl i have hurt will find it in there hearts to fogive me, in some sick sorta way i dont want them too.
Forever and always
Jeremy