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dear February,
bye!
<333 Jess
The good parts of the month:
*finding out that I'll probably be employed somewhere in June. People seem to like my resume & cover letter
*classes just aren't that stressful. I really don't have a lot to do. Horticulture has finally moved beyond cell biology. In lab we're growing basil, daisies, mmmm those purple things that grow from bulbs that I can't think of now, garlic, taro, ginger, zinnia, and marigolds :) Maybe I should live in a greenhouse.
*fun social things like Happy Hour, improptu-ish concerts, movies, etc
I think that is it..
Life lately has been a lot of balancing what I want with what I need to have, which usually isn't what I really want. Placing trust in the now, and hoping things will work out okay in the future. Wondering if I should take some more giant leaps, or continue forward leaping, or stay in zones that feel more comfortable.
Why does my family have to live in the Boston area, where my friends want to live next year?
Why does a job that wants to fly me to DC want to pay me an amount I can't live on with my medical expenses, yet my mom offers to "support me" next year (heck no)?
Have I mentioned I don't deal well with the unknown?
March 30, where are you?
bye!
<333 Jess
The good parts of the month:
*finding out that I'll probably be employed somewhere in June. People seem to like my resume & cover letter
*classes just aren't that stressful. I really don't have a lot to do. Horticulture has finally moved beyond cell biology. In lab we're growing basil, daisies, mmmm those purple things that grow from bulbs that I can't think of now, garlic, taro, ginger, zinnia, and marigolds :) Maybe I should live in a greenhouse.
*fun social things like Happy Hour, improptu-ish concerts, movies, etc
I think that is it..
Life lately has been a lot of balancing what I want with what I need to have, which usually isn't what I really want. Placing trust in the now, and hoping things will work out okay in the future. Wondering if I should take some more giant leaps, or continue forward leaping, or stay in zones that feel more comfortable.
Why does my family have to live in the Boston area, where my friends want to live next year?
Why does a job that wants to fly me to DC want to pay me an amount I can't live on with my medical expenses, yet my mom offers to "support me" next year (heck no)?
Have I mentioned I don't deal well with the unknown?
March 30, where are you?