My Life Hence Far
AND SO! I would simply like to add that I have had a very interesting week as of late. My drugged perspectives over relationships (of all sorts) has drastically changed. How? I met some very interesting people. First there was Clown. Watching him and his Fiance only makes me dread the big step in that ball-in-chain direction. I doubt I would allow myself to even think about puting that ring on anytime soon. It definitly is not my first priority. Then there is John. Conversations with him are very fulfilling. I would say, more interesting than any other ones, for we talk about a lot of really fucking random stuff. Plus, my comfort level with these people are surprisingly very high. :] Woohoo!
Its not something I am very good at explaining. I have different comfort levels depending on my surroundings and situations. Thats all I really have to say about that little bit.
For the past week I have practically slept between Jen's and John's house. More so at Jen's than anyone else's. I love that girl to death. She already has a little peice of my heart. ^_______^ <333333333 Me love you long time girl! ;] Free sucky sucky for you! (inside joke don't comment)
Hahaha! I could imagine the looks on some people's faces. Me, sleeping over at other's houses? Have I become a bum? Hell no! I just don't like being at home and quite frankly my relationship with my family is far more tolerable the less I see them. It sounds a little sad, but what more could I say on the matter? Nothing really. Shit happens and if this is how I keep peace then I figure this is a clear sign for me to move the fuck out! Alas, money and transportation is the biggest issue so until then; I will most likely be getting a second job. At least I know there are a few people who I can depend on to visit me and brighten my exhausted day. Of Jen is number one for the fact that she not only visits and calls me, but we don't argue and conversations with her are interesting too. Not as random as conversations with John, but just as fulfilling. :]
This is one hell of a happy week for me. I could not really elaborate anymore than that. Its just friggin awesome! The majority of this gleefulness is thanks to Jen. I wish I could make her life a little more easier. :[
Its not something I am very good at explaining. I have different comfort levels depending on my surroundings and situations. Thats all I really have to say about that little bit.
For the past week I have practically slept between Jen's and John's house. More so at Jen's than anyone else's. I love that girl to death. She already has a little peice of my heart. ^_______^ <333333333 Me love you long time girl! ;] Free sucky sucky for you! (inside joke don't comment)
Hahaha! I could imagine the looks on some people's faces. Me, sleeping over at other's houses? Have I become a bum? Hell no! I just don't like being at home and quite frankly my relationship with my family is far more tolerable the less I see them. It sounds a little sad, but what more could I say on the matter? Nothing really. Shit happens and if this is how I keep peace then I figure this is a clear sign for me to move the fuck out! Alas, money and transportation is the biggest issue so until then; I will most likely be getting a second job. At least I know there are a few people who I can depend on to visit me and brighten my exhausted day. Of Jen is number one for the fact that she not only visits and calls me, but we don't argue and conversations with her are interesting too. Not as random as conversations with John, but just as fulfilling. :]
This is one hell of a happy week for me. I could not really elaborate anymore than that. Its just friggin awesome! The majority of this gleefulness is thanks to Jen. I wish I could make her life a little more easier. :[