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wow people are insenative.
basically...about a week ago i found something out... when i was little, i had this weird disease...which was kind of like leukemia.
i went through treatment for the leukemia...which was the chemo. i got lots of blood drawn and it was scary being only 5...
i had to get my blood drawn every so often...and recently...i found out my blood count dropped.
which could mean its coming back
i didnt really want to tell anyone about this
becuase i knew no one would care, and people would think im craving attention
but they think this time it could be more severe since im already sick, and my immune system is weakend from the sudden drop.
and i still have mono right now
i asked my doctor if i could die.
he said if i caught anything else...my body might not be able to keep up and fight it off.
so id just be hospitalized most liekly...but still..
and i was right. no one cared.
im just an attention whore.
basically...about a week ago i found something out... when i was little, i had this weird disease...which was kind of like leukemia.
i went through treatment for the leukemia...which was the chemo. i got lots of blood drawn and it was scary being only 5...
i had to get my blood drawn every so often...and recently...i found out my blood count dropped.
which could mean its coming back
i didnt really want to tell anyone about this
becuase i knew no one would care, and people would think im craving attention
but they think this time it could be more severe since im already sick, and my immune system is weakend from the sudden drop.
and i still have mono right now
i asked my doctor if i could die.
he said if i caught anything else...my body might not be able to keep up and fight it off.
so id just be hospitalized most liekly...but still..
and i was right. no one cared.
im just an attention whore.